Well today has just went sour, I'm trying to take interest in Mels jewellery and I just get palmed off and looked at like I'm a piece of dirt !! I try and make a conversation and she doesn't want to know !!
Then the dog goes up and lies on the kids bed and that's all my fault even though I'm downstairs apparently I need to follow the dog around the house now like his shadow.
After not responding with a Thankyou that she had put the bath on she kicks off at me again ...
I know she has borderline and depression and yes she is going through a tough time at the moment but I feel like her personal punching bag that she can take everything out on
I do all I can to please her, take her out in the daytime so she's not stuck in the house, do all the housework non stop so that she doesn't have to worry about it and she can do her jewellery
I literally go around the house with a broom up my ass picking up ad cleaning up after everyone ! All this when I am trying to recover from having AF (irregular rhythm of the heart)
I think it was stress and overworking that brought it on but I am stuck in a rutt at the moment and don't know what to do !!!
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